Grey summer

[make_myself_up]

So- to recap the last few months, as one should after a period of long absence, here goes: I finished Esthetician school, sam stopped speaking to me because he became scared of his emotions for me, I retardedly long distance dated phillip in Hawaii and subsequently "broke up" with him after realizing hey, this guy is a good guy but I feel like a 15

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[lil_mudd]

This was a grey summer for everyone, I think. I wish I knew your work schedule so I had any clue when you were available! Starting Mon. I am free in the evenings on weekdays so if there is ever a time I can swing by your place or you want to meet somewhere for dinner let me know! I'm working 9-6 M-F and generally 5-10 Sat. Sun are my off day most of the time so hit me up! I really miss you and want you to know that despite the madness of these past few years you still know me better than most people and we are close at heart.

Living with anyone is hard, but especially when sharing a bed, so I feel for you. I'm not ready either. It's something I've thought about a lot lately, and it terrifies me, this growing up and becoming completely dependent on your significant other. The way you are just expected to form a life with someone and slowly drift from all others is scary, demanding, and something I'm trying to avoid by not dating. Thus I have plenty of time for friends which I no longer have so please contact me for a rekindling.

DUDE.

[make_myself_up]

i cant believe how long it's been since i've seen you or jessie. i would never have imagined, at 16, not seeing my best friends for more than a week or two. it still really doesnt make sense to me how i ended up here, wherever that may be.