not too long ago i got back from hanging out with Wes. It's sort of fun having him as just a friend. We raced our cars around Newark went to the batting cages and went out to dinner. it's a lot of fun spending time with him with out the stress of actually dating him.. why didn't i think of this before ( Read more... )

i am just so confused about EVERYTHING right now.. the one thing i know is that i don't want to feel like this anymore, i don't know how to fix it. I don't know if i should stay friends with Brianna after everything thats happened and is now happening. I don't know whats goin on with me and Wes, one day i hate him the next day we're buddy buddy. To ( Read more... )

yeah so since monday my mom has been hounding me about making sure i've been taking my meds, like its actually kind of funny because twice a day i get to prove my mother is totally oblivious to EVERYTHING.... i wonder if she's ever gonna figure out why i dump out my cup of water and then run the sink everytime after i "take my medicine ( Read more... )

i need a serious hug :-(

feelin mightly let down and abandoned right about now guys

first day back at school wasn't all that bad. i'm mildly shocked.

i start my transition back to William Penn tomorrow. I'm so effing nervous! i don't know anyone there and i got a schedule change so i won't know my teachers either..

Ya know, at first I deleted my lj because I was being horassed on a regular basis, and then some how the fuckers got my phone number so screw it. All these people have on me is that i used to cut, thats right USED TO CUT. and in June I was over weight. Again keyword there is was. I dropped what 40-50 pounds since then? so FUCK YOU GUYS you have ( Read more... )

no more lj for me. later guys

you know how when you're really up there and hyper, kinda like you're high and then something comes along and fucks up your happy...

yeah it sucks

so i haven't gotten round to updating..

monday

• Wes picked me up round 11am and we went and got kevin
• were gonna go to baltimore.. wes is a cheap ass and wont pay tolls
• went to chestertown MD.
• walked on the pavillion and looked at boats (til kevin started throwing rocks)
• got sick from too much nicotine