So Dave is my boyfriend now. And I his girlfriend. YES! He was planning this romantic evening at his house, and asking me to be his girlfriend, but it didn't happen that way. I met him at the bar last night, and his friend Pat yells out, I didn't know you were his girlfriend! And I looked at Dave and said girlfriend huh? Well, what am I? And ( Read more... )

yes yes yes yes yes yes!!! lol So, needless to say, I went out with Dave again last night. I saw him EVERYDAY since Thursday. We saw Scary Movie 3 last night with his friend Tish & Andrew who are married. Andrew told Dave that he thinks I'm hott, and that if he wasn't married to Tish, he'd be coming after me. And Dave was like she wouldn't. ( Read more... )

I had a date with Dave last night. :) On my break, he texted me with call me. So I did. He asked mw what I was doing after work, and I told him nothing. So he asked me if I wanted to get together. And of course I said yes. :) We ended up going to a race track in NH to see his friend Andrew race. Andrew's wife was Trish, and she's so nice ( Read more... )

This guy Dave who works at a furniture store came into my work last night, and he's friends with everyone in the store. He asked me if I had ever tried bumba cake from Vinny Testa's. And I said no. He asked me if I was doing anything after work, and I told him I didn't have any plans. He took me out for alcoholic drinks and bumba cake. It's ( Read more... )

My mom is making my dad move out for a week. Into a hotel. Then when he comes back, he's taking over the first floor, and that will be his apartment. And I'll be moving into the attic. Same with my brother. My dad and my brother are making my life a living hell. I've cried a lot while being stuck at home. My dad picks on me, then my bro goes ( Read more... )

I saw the "Texas Chainsaw Massacre" ysterday with my bro and his 2 friends. Needless to say, I got NO sleep at all. *shakes fist* Argh. So tired... It was a good movie...it just creeps me out that it was real. And I felt that someone kept lurking out my window...man oh man. I'm going to hop in the shower.

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If I could save my family, the only part of my life that I still have, I'd give my soul to the devil to keep it together. My mom's talking about throwing my dad out, renting the first floor, and then who knows what. She's not talking to my brother or my dad. If my brother was home, she wouldn't be right now. But he's at work, and then I'm ( Read more... )

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My mom decided that this weekend, she didn't want to be around much. And if she did come home, it would be only to sleep. She hates being here. And if she's not here to protect me from my dad, he goes after me. When she left on Friday, he told me that I wasn't the "white lily" of the house, and that I cause a lot of the problems that make my ( Read more... )

I am so full or hurt and anger now, that I am starting to withdraw from people. Starting to be more on my own, and turn to my books and readings and writings that won't hurt me anymore. I hate being like this. It'll fade, just a phase I am in, but don't be upset if I'm not around. I just need to withdraw from things for awhile ( Read more... )