I'd Give My Soul To Save This
If I could save my family, the only part of my life that I still have, I'd give my soul to the devil to keep it together. My mom's talking about throwing my dad out, renting the first floor, and then who knows what. She's not talking to my brother or my dad. If my brother was home, she wouldn't be right now. But he's at work, and then I'm suppose to take him to the movies, and my mom has decided that she won't be home any weekend. As soon as she can, she's out the door. I don't know how to deal with this. This is the one secure thing in my life, and even that is falling apart. So it leaves me with feeling that my whole life will only fall apart, that nothing will be secure. *cries* I hate this...if I could, I'd end my life to stop this pain. But that's not a solution. It's a stupid way out. To run away.
This sucks.
xoxo
This sucks.
xoxo