so last night i thought i was being a good friend, kind of didnt make the right few decisions tho. At the time it seemed right but i think i was bein pretty selfish. It wasnt a drastic mistake but it might of ruined a possible friendship. that kind of sucks but id completely understand. It just happened you know, i dont want to ruin it but i ( Read more... )

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Why the hell am i so picky? why do i care about little things so much...if i just was fucking normal and didnt care about little things then i could definitely be with a good girl, but im too hung up on stupid shit..ok im over it lol just had to let it out ( Read more... )

Never said it was gonna be easy, but if you have certain people backing you then its gonna work. I now know for sure i have those people when i need them, something i wasnt so sure of before bcuz i might not of then, thats big time. For my entire life ive relied on a few certain people and not always felt like its been mutual, when were little i ( Read more... )

today i went to work..i worked 12-4, what a shift huh?!? i had this girls number and i got it at school but i just deleted it..she didnt seem like anything i wanted right off the bat, before id still try to pursue it and worst case scenario id end up liking her and ending up with nothing. I'm glad we learn from stuff, so im back in the same boat ( Read more... )

one more thing to add too...for putting ammar in an awkward situation, if thats me ur talking about, im sorry..HOWEVER..it was a big misunderstanding..i made a mistake, mistakes happen, whether anyone wants to believe it or not i realized that im moving on that stage of my life, i declined and dropped out of this "game" that was ridiculous to start ( Read more... )

Ok so school went good today, gotta do some huge presentation in com 202 lol yea real huge..i gotta be the host of fear factor, its all good tho i should dominate that. Its columbas day and i guess its a huge italian holiday? i didnt know that im not THAT italian to celebrate for it, but thanks sandro for the info haha ill still get drunk :p ( Read more... )

Ok so ive decided something...im definitely gonna be a different person cuz im sick of the image people portray on me..its retarded, people always gotta put their fuckin nose where it doesnt belong, say shit about other people, jealousy is in effect sometimes so kids gotta run their mouths and act better than others, just a whole bunch of shit like ( Read more... )

tomorrow i have a quiz in accounting. that class has been overwhelming but i just studied for a good 2 hours straight, told myself i couldnt even eat the newly delivered fresh amazingly good tasting hot pizza my family ordered until i was done. by that time, it wasnt fresh amazingly good tasting hot anymore, just kinda good :-P ( Read more... )

Schools kicking my ass i cant even lie...its drilling me HARD...its so hard to keep my head above the surface right now but i like this challenge...its definitely fun and interesting, im up for it i think, i need to get some tutorting taken care of i think just to be safe..i cant be fuckin around at all..thats pretty much all this post is about... ( Read more... )