Oh boy.. where do i start? My life has took another turn it seems. A few of them for that matter. I've lost a girlfriend who i probably should have lost a long time ago, ive gotten into trouble again and I have really turned it upside down all over again. I cant seem to grasp what is going wrong with my life. I keep making mistakes that are ( Read more... )

This week has been crazy. I worked everyday like 10-6 or 10-7 and its killin me, i swear it sounds like a good shift but its horrible for retail...by the time i get tired, it starts to get busy and its just shitty...i get stuck in this shit ass department that i know NOTHING about..damn fishing, hunting blah blah...but anyway i need to quit bitchin ( Read more... )

Lately i guess ive been drinking alot more than usual. No reason really its just that its summer and theres parties and such. I dont like it tho im not gonna lie. I used to be in such good shape all the time, not that im in bad shape now but i always told myself i wouldnt look like shit lol. So im workin on givin up beer...but with my friends and ( Read more... )

Well i stopped updating cuz of some drama, but thats the last time ill let that happen. I'm no longer changing anything about myself for someone else. Why is it that when some people get close to you, they wanna change stuff about you?!? Why do u get close in the first place if u dont like what u see? confusing ( Read more... )

every girl ive met in the past4 months that ive been interested in has had a b/f...yay for me

i see all my friends entries bout g/f's and how they want one and need one and stuff, and i can agree i see where they're coming from..but it also reminds me, how many girls out there are actually worth dating...its cool to get naked at bars/clubs and dance for money, its cool to cheat on your b/f just for fun ( Read more... )

so its been a minute since i updated...dont know why i just needed a break from certain shit...im all good tho, lots of stuff has happened since my last post but i dont wanna talk about it..its all in the past ( Read more... )

Ok so i called her tonight..not really sure why, i guess just to talk...i probably shouldnt have but i just miss her i know im stupid blah blah..it went straight to her voicemail she doesnt even know i called her...i just couldnt help it, sandro bitched at me about it and hes right, i knew it right after i hung up...oh well life goes on..im doing ( Read more... )

Halloween is interesting. Stevie almost shit his pants, some dude dressed up passin out candy scared the shit out of him, it was so sad but so damn funny lol he started to cry, i dont think i ever got scared like that when i was little. It made me think of when i was little and goin out to get candy...Now for the first time i went out but it was ( Read more... )

I dont know what it is about death, but it gets to me REALLY bad...this really put everything into perspective..i mean we didnt really talk that much since we graduated, hardly ever for that fact...but i start to think about that chicago trip we all went on in 8th grade, and when she said i looked like bob saget and how embarrassed i was lol...or ( Read more... )