First and foremost I would like you all to watch this before I continue this journal:

Click to view

So a guy I liked got extremely angry at me last night because my views on love differed from his idea that "love is a game" and that "Well Donny, you don't understand love because you've only been in one relationship and someday you'll realize that it is in fact ( Read more... )

I am so happy right now. I absolutely love this job, the other employees and the managers almost feel like a family. Heck one of the managers came down at like 2 am and had a full conversation with me! How many managers do you know actually converses leisurely?

I'm really glad I got this job.

Persistence definitely pays off.

I feel so fucking lonely tonight. Nights like these I absolutely hate.

I want to cuddle with someone...I want to be nurtured for a change....GOD.

On the bright side...both of my shifts today went well. I got to work with Jodi!! (Sahra's roommate from freshman year)

I don't know what's wrong with me this year, but every day I find myself missing home even more when for the past couple years I never got home sick at all. I have so many things going on in my mind right now and somehow I really want to release all that in this entry if I can...I don't really think anybody else can stand to listen to me anymore... ( Read more... )

There has been so many things going on lately that I almost feel like I'm getting lost in it all. School, two jobs now, OGS, my own writing (which I barely get to do anymore btw) and trying to reconnect with people ( Read more... )

I have something I really need to talk about on here later...but I'm not sure if I want to to make the journal entry public...I've realized that I have a boiling anger that I have been suppressing for a long time now...

Jealousy
Hatred
Fear
Doubt

We all have these
Lying beneath the surface
Simmering on life's stove-top
Waiting to boil over...

A ticking time bomb...

So I would like to establish first this dream that I had a couple days ago. The entire dream revolved around me pumping up a tire in front of my grandma's house (Grandma H.), and then I remember her standing there and signing two tickets from the police or something ( Read more... )

I'm really happy to announce that I got the front Desk Job for the dorm complex I live in! YAY ( Read more... )

Click to view