ugh i hate this...*sighs* nothing ever works out...in my favor atleast...im too worried about other people and their feelings rather than my own...and in the end im the one thats fXcced up in the head...i mean...i dunno what i mean but its like not good...i worry about shyt too much and worry about the outcome...i dont tell people how i feel or ( Read more... )

i did a good job! i changed my kolors! lol im so dumb

everyone needs to die...xcept for the select few i <3...they know who they are...

i hate people honestly...ya know after derrick broke up wif me i knew that'd b the end of guys for awhile...or so i thought...but anyways...i meet this kid named greg at the galleria mall and he supposidly likes me or whatever...so i give him my screen name and like he's bobbys friend...so like me him n nikki n bobby would like talk on the phone n ( Read more... )

ugh i hate ppl...ya know...just cuz u like a band but dont have their cd...that means ur not a fan...well fXck you cuz im poor and dont have the money to get the f'in cds...*sighs* ok im done.

hehe im having a great weekend so far! hehe last night we went to the mall and had a blast! me and amanda picked up these two little 13 y/o twins they're sooooo cute they're my sons now hehe...awww...some random asshole killed my best friend steve last night too...it was so sad! he was my sponge lobster...i was like crying...well not reely crying ( Read more... )

hehe i had a grrrrreat day today!!! for once...lol...anyways i finished all my homework in study hall today so i didn't really have to worry about it! and our first G.S.A./Diversity meeting was held today after school! unfortunatly, i was only able to attend for about a half an hour because of my job interview but thats okie dokie! my interview ( Read more... )

911 sucks...i dont beleive in it...honestly ya its sad n all...and maybe i dont have a heart...but ppl die everyday i mean honestly...more people die everyday from smokin n junk...i think thats terrorism but yet everyone these days smokes! so the freakin terrorists r winning...not that i dont do it once in awhile...like when im reeeeeely stressed ( Read more... )

damn commercials...heh ya anyways, im not in that bad of a mood right now, heh surprising!...today i called up the drivin school to like see if i can get lessons or sumthin but they haven't called back yet...eep!...oh well my daddy took me out driving today it was perdy cool...i might sleep over nikki's house wif amanda but amanda doesn't know yet ( Read more... )

ugh damn computer iz bein dumb...cant get into anything! fXck...hmm...its prolly jus the time ill get in later...it usually works...mutha fackoo. heh im a loser arright im done 4 now.
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