i want to leave this place...and i will end up leaving soon...i just need to build up the courage to actually do it...*sighs*...im so ugly...on both inside and out...why doesn't anyone see that??? xcept for my enimies...which arn't many but the population is rising...oh well...it'll help me build up my courage to leave...they will help...........

hmm...its like extremely warm...*burp* hm...lol...im sucha dork...today was kool i spent perty much the day at amandas we called random ppl...i bet they felt special to hear what i had to say...NOT...im a fuct up person but i could care less...i dont even like myself so why should others? hmm...thats a good question...people should answer me on ( Read more... )

steve-o was at the mall today i forgot to mention! hes so adorable i love him!!! he got outta the mental institution yesterday! it was grrrreat! i misseded him! he got arrested at kaija's graduation partie...i was going out wif that ...ugh nevermind not even gunna bother wif that sXit again!!! relationships suck...unless sum1 actually cares for you ( Read more... )

hmm...today was sooo much! uh ya i went to the mall and it was great...everyone and their grandmomma knows why too! but thats ok!! it coulda been more fun after the mall too...but someone had to not sleep over and sleep over sum1 elses house...but ya know what...thats OK!!! becuz im at amandas house rite now and im havin loads uv fun...we took ( Read more... )

um...ok thats fuct...wow im so pissed off...ugh im not even gunna get into it...well im gunna b great tonite so it'll all be good! hehe...yessss!!!! im so exciteed! beep! dude today was hat day at school and my hat was soooooo cool! i love my hat! its my flavorite!!! but there were sum ignorant ass people at school today...i wanted to stabd them... ( Read more... )

lol...this damn computer chair makes my ass numb lmao i need a new chair...damnit...i have a numb ass isnt that lovely! lmao...ok im done..mmfcl
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hmm...im sucha bytch...well i feel like one...im not reely gunna go into details cuz i mite just be like not comprehending shyt rite...but anyways! im listening to no doubt rite now so that makes me feel a little bit better...i <3 gwen...id give my life to meet her...well maybe not my life to MEET her...heh...i'd give my life to meet angelina jolie ( Read more... )

im in a reeeeeely good mood! eep! dunno why! ninja iz good ninja is great...ninja feels like she just turned 8! lmmfao...? that was f'in random! well friday seems to be working out as planned so far! drunkenness! eep! well its like 10 and im not sposed to b on past ten and now i missed a half hour of the golden girls special on E! so not im fXct! ( Read more... )

weee...my icon cheers me up a lil bit...n so duz orgy...yay! =o) *glad she has friends who give 2 shyts*

hm...life blows nothing new...im so damn tired...well sleepy anyways...i was talkin to nikki and i didnt really want to come online, but nikki had to get off the phone and uh ya...i had nothing else to do...i could b watching tv rite now...but theres reely nothing on...not like im doing anything right now...i dont have any homework at all because ( Read more... )