I'm never good enough for him never I guess I don't have what his is looking for then why the fucking am I still around? Its cuz I love him.... I love him like grass loves sun like flowers love water ... I'm a fool cuz eh I love him soo much I picked him to be my soul mate HIM to be the father of my kids eh Him the one who is going to take care ( Read more... )

Ok so I have been a little of for the pass few days due to the fact of somethings I was told about...... ok shaun the boyfriend I am inlove with hrut me really badly..... he told me he want to see my best friends boobs and well I kinda brushed that off but sunday as we were cuddling since I had sunday off he tells me he wants a 3 sum.. Ok no big ( Read more... )

There is alway a reason to why I hate him. He is everything I want need and enjoy out of life it just sometimes I feel he is pushing me away. He is just to cute and lovable one sec then he tells me to go home its best I don't sleep over blah blah blah. He is the one and will be the ONE its just my one tends to like his "shaun" time grrrrrrrrr ( Read more... )

I do I can feel better I've been sick and depressed for weeks on end ever since x mas but I mean I have had my happy times ( Read more... )

I am just thinking a lot about some things that been going on I my life kyle stop talking to be AGAIN ! But you know what even though it hurt me so bad I guess it is for the better that he stopped talking to me cuz well I dunno I fell for him again and look what I got I am crying all the time wishing I could take back what I said again cuz I know ( Read more... )

I keep fallin for this guy who really dose not deserve my time of day but I keep giving him a 2ed chance. Well he is more on his 3 1/2 going on 4 maybe if I am that stupid. If I am smart enough I will tell him how it is. I want to yell on the top of my lungs well ok I just want to get my point across. I want to sit there and tell him listen ( Read more... )

I could be my whole life on it cuz well ya kyle is not talking to me again and this time it is the last time.... I have a few choice words for that boy and he will hear it I swear cuz I can't deal with getting my hopes up cuz well I fucking like him soo fucking much

Right now I am a sad panda

Ok so ya yesterday at work I felt really sick like I had bad chest pains and for the past 3 weeks I been getting dizzy spells were then I get this feeling that I have to up chuck and my tummie feels werid. So I was like I had it I need to do something about this and I have not had real food since friday night cuz I had a real big tummie attack ( Read more... )

Don't you try to take me down ( Read more... )

Ok I went out with kyle again I don't know if it was a date or what but man even though we did nothing I had fun .... sometimes I feel like he can't stand me cuz I am so shy and all like I wanna show him how I am but I don't wanna scare him I wanna be the sweet raeana that is a good girl and then I wanna show him the wild funny stupid side of him ( Read more... )