This can't be home anymore.

[magickal_leo706]

Everyday this place just seems less and less like home. This place i grew up in doesn't fell like my home. I just eat/sleep/ keep my shit here, I don't even "live" there anymore. I don't even feel comfortable here, like strangers house, or a creepy hotel. And now since my "home" was the only place I felt safe and security, nothing feels safe, its

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[take_me_a_w_a_y]

i know how you feel man.
home isn't home anymore.
i don't know if its cause were getting older.
or if its just that no one cares anymore.

i don't even remember the last time my family sat down for dinner.
or the last time me and my dad had a real converstation.
this house is somewhere i just sleep/eat and do whatever.
other then that.. it isn't home to me either.

:/

[take_me_a_w_a_y]

well this is what my weekend looks like..

Thu: off
Fri: off
Sat: 5:30-11:30

sooooo, maybe i could come out Thursday or Friday during the day [after you get home from school] + go home Saturday before i have to work.

^^ theres michelle's note she left me.. if you didn't see it.
what do you think of that plan?
i say "i'm down with that" lol.

only i would only be able to hang out with you guys thursday night.
then friday i got work 2-close and then i could hang out after work.
and u would have to bring her back up sat. by urself.. since i work @ 2pm.
unless you wanna bring her home early in the morning.
but i dunno. i'll talk to you later about this.

[take_me_a_w_a_y]

UMMMMM.. NO SCHOOL =) hehe.

[take_me_a_w_a_y]

DUDE - I just had the awesomest idea.
its 5:46AM.. and I was thinking.
we should just stayed up and went to Micky Ds.
Man-Oh-Man.. I am WIDE awake =) lol.

but i'll give you a call later on today.
enjoy your sleep.

and happy valentine's day<33

[magickal_leo706]

damn you, you should of called me cuz i didn't sleep at all!!! yeah, i'll have to call michelle and talk about that situ cuz, hey, i dont have a car, so we'll see. i hate when she works, she needs to quit, cuz i mean, honestly, who has a job?!?! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, you owe me a hug today :)!!!!

[take_me_a_w_a_y]

lmao!

[morbidmichelle]

if i didn't have a job i wouldn't come visit..cuz i couldn't afford The Raven + McDonalds.

damn kids.

you should get a job!

what a dyke!

[take_me_a_w_a_y]

DenIelLe JeAn: i gave matt head made out with him he was all over my boobs, hung out with cassie, and richie, and katrina and went to the bar and ate and then went to the mall TRIPPIN! it was fucking sweet... i didnt even think i was at the mall me and cassie both took 8 core and we were FUCKED and matt and richie both took eight and then i pee'd on the raod. with katrina and cassie on the way to ph.

this is what she did this weekend.
she IMed me.. and everytime she does.. its only to tell me about matt.
or some guy she gave head too.. or how fucked up she got.
what a fucking dyke.
i'm so sick of her.

oh and i asked her "your hangin out with katrina now"
and shes like.. yeah. because i wanted her to meet richie.
i was like.. riight. i guess she made out with matt
for like an hour on katrina's couch. what a whore!

dude.. i hate her. lol.

Re: what a dyke!

[magickal_leo706]

no doubt, diry whore-bitch! When she starts telling you shit liek that, jsuut ell her you dont wanna hear it!

Re: what a dyke!

[take_me_a_w_a_y]

lol.. no doubt!

Re: what a dyke!

[magickal_leo706]

honestly, blow her off, she probably only tells you that cuz she still probably thinks that you like Matt cuz shes fucked up in the head.