HUNNY!!! I'm soo sorry!! I really hope you don't feel this way! You and Mike deserve to be with each other!! Your probably overly stressed out. I have felt like I didn't deserve Josh either. But I have never thought about do stuff about it or even to me. But trust me ... you deserve the best of things!! And everything will work out! ::HUGS::
Re: ::HUGS::magicalabbyApril 23 2005, 08:30:27 UTC
lol, thanks sweety. You're sweet.. Um, if you didn't know though.. I'm actually bipolar.. I'm supposed to be on medication.. I stopped taking it for a long time because I wasn't having any problems.. but I think I just suppressed everything so now all of my stress just explodes sometimes, but I try not to take it out on anyone and just write it out in LJ and get it out.
Thanks though, things are getting better.. I've gone a good chunk of stuff done but it's 7 weeks from today and I still have alot to do.
I actually didn't know that but I have friends who have it too. But that's just how I normally react to anyone who says stuff like that. I know everyone has those moments though. Like I said in another reply .. glad things are looking up!
Sweety, if you were a terrible person Mike wouldn't LOVE you! Don't listen to everyone else! Everyone told Alex I wouldn't be here when he got home and they were wrong. "Everyone" is ALWAYS WRONG!
*HUGS* Don't listen to others. It's probably just stress that's making you feel like this. He loves you and there is good reason that he loves you. Have you thought of seeing a doctor for depression? A close friend of mine is going thru some of those same emotions. I know that things will work out. But please don't listen to everyone else. That sometimes will just cause things to get worse. *HUGS*
Yeah it definately is stress.. and about seeing the doctor thing.. I'm actually a diagnosed bipolar and have some mood swing/anxiety thing that I'm supposed to be on medication for.. I stopped taking it a long time ago though because I wasn't having trouble with it anymore.. but my stress just explodes sometimes and I take it out on LJ.. I wouldn't do anything to myself now.. I've gotten past that..
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Thanks though, things are getting better.. I've gone a good chunk of stuff done but it's 7 weeks from today and I still have alot to do.
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Thanks. :)
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