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missin all been busy
hey all ~~~its hard to go on here, when ur mother board fries!!!!!!!!! been havin problems n such in every direction of my life!!!!!!! Many times I felt like give up hope!!! but like they say "God only gives you, what he knows you can handle " even if it feels like your heart is shattering !!!!!! but this week ...is FINALLY lookn up atleast in ( Read more... ) -
Ode to an old/new friend
We recently found out, to every ones shock and dismay!, A very good friend of ours, passed away Saturday June 3, 2006. Of unknown, natural causes. After complaining of headaches, and generally not feeling well for a few weeks. He reportedly told roommates... "I'm going to bed, I'm not feeling well..." he went to sleep, and peacefully, met ( Read more... ) -
update to my madness
well day after x-mas my 16yr old went ballistic, punched me in the face, called me names, had to call the cops... long story short, he hates me even worse than before if that's possible he wouldn't come down for about 4 mo. and even when he dose want to, its only for special things, Easter, 13yrs b-day exetra. mothers day i talked to him 3 times ( Read more... ) -
siblings SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you go out of you way, to help them, when they're in a jam, or down-an-out, just so they can rip you off, or stab you in the back!! What ever happen to word of honor, honesty, and blood before water ???????when did the world stop caring about the really important things?? Nowadays everyone is all... ME, ME, ME, I'M FIRST! AND Screeeeeeew you! and ( Read more... ) -
i cant believe its been so long!!!!!!!!
its already my anniversary again sorry bout the lack of use but life gets busy sometimes!!!!!! -
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once again Im here and waiting for a break from my monotonous life, I love my family but I just need some time to get reaquainted with myself, and how my life has turned out. but thats really hard when you have a family and responsibilitys and obligations. sometimes it just feels like Im losing myself who am I where do I want to be how do I make ( Read more... ) -
update to madness
boy its hard to find time to do this anymore i now have 3 jobs being a mommy workin with horses and just started CNA work again i trying to get back to doing trees again too that would be really nice paywise at least anyway its been a very long day and im totally exhausted so this will be short ... im still alive just busy miss everyone bunches ( Read more... ) -
ANNIVERSARY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well its my anniversary today I cant wait until tonight we actually get a no-kid night (thankyou so VERY much mom {grandma}) It will be almost 3 years since we had a kidless night so you can imagine how excited I am !!!!!!!!!! We are going to anniversary inn tonight its cool all the rooms have a different 'theme' we get the log cabin theme with a ( Read more... ) -
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well im off work real tired gotta go get some sleep g'night all
TTFN luv me -
ode' to me
I am a lonely poet ( Read more... )