Ok....this weekend may have been a little too messed up.  To the people that I may have possibly offended, I apologize.  I really don't have an excuse as to why I acted the way I did.  Lately, a lot of things have been going on and it's just been making my mind think crazy things.  Again, I apologize about this weekend and my actions. 

I'm sorry for being open about who I am. It's just that I've always been the type of person to play by everyone else's rules and I can't take it anymore ( Read more... )

Ok, ya'll. Here's the deal. I'm about to crack. V-Day is a week away and that's just too damn long. She's my very first valentine so.....yeah......don't wanna fuck it up ( Read more... )

So.......yeah....me and Brit stayed up pretty much all night. I couldn't sleep and neither could she. She's actually sick. I think she finally went to bed sometime after 7:30 this morning ( Read more... )

I know its been over a month since I've updated this thing, but oh well. I've been occupied with stuff. Shit....I'm lying out of my ass. lol I just haven't had anything to say. Now I do ( Read more... )

I'm moving out. Goddamn. Everything I say or do at this god forsaken place just isn't good enough or pisses someone off. It's either I move out or they kick me out. Fuck this place and as far as I'm concerned......fuck this family. It's so fucking disfunctional that it's not even funny. I've tried my best to keep it together and I'm tired of ( Read more... )

Ahhhh........drag shows. Aren't they lovely? I don't think I've ever seen that many people in the Corner Bar since I've been going there. I've been to a couple of drag shows, but none of them were as crowded as this one ( Read more... )

I just don't understand. Right now a million thoughts are running through my mind and I'm just confused. I've tried and tried to make this family happy and it's not working. What am I doing wrong? Maybe I just don't belong here. That's the only thing that I think is partially accurate ( Read more... )

Is my mother's dream to make me miserable. Well, she's done it ( Read more... )

All righty. Last night my grandmother came over to give mom her birthday present. We all talked a little bit. Out of the blue mamaw says, "We might do something for Thanksgiving because Susan and Paul will be down around that time." So....what big fucking difference does it make if they're down or not? The family should do something for ( Read more... )