I was so sad.

Now I'm just confused and slightly unsatisfied.

The only thing that makes me particularly sad is Alaina. Maybe I should just stop dating people.

I think I might be happier, ya' know? Without other peoples emotional bullshit getting me down.

My period came unexpectedly and now I am bleeding my insides out spontaneously and my uterus is convulsing at the same pace as my heart an outward reflection of my inner pain expressed physically from my body created to host a baby that may never be if I die too early I am sad I am depressed I am angry and I am sorry that I hurt a little man that ( Read more... )

I don't care. I'm in like, and I am going to eat all of the icecream. 

 towel head

 I'm really pretty, I think. Prettier than a lot of the itty bitty skinny girls that get all of the attention. 

He wants to possess her as his lover and have a decent amount of say in her choices.
She wants to possess his soul and is virtually impossible to control.

I can be the Donna to your Eric. 
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 I think I really like someone but I'm not sure and it's driving me a little insane but mostly I think that I am okay I just wish that they were not so oblivious and so very far away and I wish that I could at least hold his hand and look into his eyes to assure myself that I am not just making this all up and that I am not quite that crazy. 

 I want to stretch my limbs right out of their sockets and wrap my elongated arms around the full belly of the Earth I want to taste the dirt like chocolate and I want to quench my thirst with the salty sea I want it to burn my throat and flow through me I want my soul to persist eternally I want to swallow the moon or suck on it like hard candy I ( Read more... )

I am so relieved not to have her in my life anymore. I haven't really given it much thought lately, but I just now realized quite how much better I feel about my life in general now that we don't associate with each other. I will not talk about this anymore, though. I am just so happy to be living my life for myself. I feel like I have found the ( Read more... )