i miss you sooo much bonnie arvaline.

come home soon nerdbomber!!

muah!!

heeey guys

.. wow its been a while!!

lets change it up a bit..

so its monday. i finally have a day off. & im sittin´ inside. & have been all day. katie & monica both have work. bonnie is in maine. joe was at the beach all day & now has a game. lindsay is in west virginia. me & evan aren´t exactly talking right now. i dont know what the hell anthony´s problem is. but i dunno. maybe hes right. maybe i have ( Read more... )

joe: leadin the pack
joe: dont no wut pack but ur leadin
me: team.. uhm
me: teal
joe: o i see... ur leavin team brown
me: you dont want me in team brown.. =/
joe: i mos def want you on team brown!
me: porque?
joe: cuz ur my ashy!
me: thats not convincing enough
me: lol
joe: cuz i love you ashy!
me: i need more.. haha
joe: cuz you mean everything to me ashy!
me: ( Read more... )

FIRSTS
First job: workin´ at the ampitheater with katie.. aww katie we had soo much fun!! =D
First screen name: wow. that was forever & a year ago.. but i know it had to do with the cowboys!
First funeral: first & only. my g-mas in ´93 i believe.
First pet: a goldfish
First piercing: ears piecered when i was like a baby
First tattoo: none
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Saturday!!
lets see. woke up at like 11 cause mi madre said that some people´s were comin´ to look at the house. so i got up, got ready, showered & all that, & was like, what now. So my dad & sister left to go somewhere & i went up to bp to get some donuts !! yum lol.. then when my dad gets back, hes like "lets go to ruby tuesday" schweet! i ( Read more... )

so this is what it feels like. to stay up all night cause your too scared to see what kind of nightmares you'll have this time. to cry over the littlest things that remind you of how times "used to be". to always want to try, even when you know it wont help. you'd call him 50 million times, just to hear his voice & hope he'd finally say "i love you ( Read more... )