I'm so tired of my anger outbursts, yeah, they used to be self harm, and I guess this is better, but still, I feel powerless.

Why am I like this.

I really dislike, and maybe it is normal, to be insulted and yelled at, and when it happens, and I feel like the person will hurt me physically, I want to cry. I feel a bit ashamed, like I think "you should try to fight back if it comes to that" or "try to use reason, because if you shout back or fight back, you feel small and ridiculous, you feel ( Read more... )

Yesterday I read an article that was talking shit about Islam and feminism but somehow a girl that is part of the religion (as far as I know) ignored all weird stuff about it to concentrate to attack feminism, I told her about that, she probably ignored it, but it's ok I suppose ( Read more... )

One terrible thing about depression is that, even if everything in my mind makes sense, the pain of thinking doesn't stop ( Read more... )

So today I read some news about the gamergate thing and oh now I kind of know that that thing existed ( Read more... )

Hi guys, I wonder if some of your still have LJ? I'm going to change the style of this blog, delete old posts (all the people that commented have a special place in my heart, thank you guys, we had so much fun ( Read more... )

[One draft]
For who, and why?


I don't think people use LJ now

I should start with my French lessons

Maybe I will never have a social media account to be really free there, to put all the stuff that is problematic (all the things I'm angry about, all the sass, all the weird dark stuff I'm curious about, all the nsfws)

Draft:

Es en serio, sé que a ( Read more... )

Thanks ( Read more... )