i miss allie.
i think i love to hurt myself.
i wish i could switch things around.

Its been forever.

So I thought, I should.
So I am.

The Keys to Your Heart
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so now ive decided to go on the swing by myself

i miss my pcp
im scared as hell
and i want her to come back
so it can all be alright
and we can go on swings
and take emo pics with bright red lipstick on
we can conquer the world
us two little shits
oh how i wish she were here

holy fucken shit!

ok so maybe ive been acting dumb and distant lately...

well not maybe

definitely

i jus...dont know

im so sad

that stupid boy is back

its like a nightmare come alive

and its makin me pretty damn miserable!

why am i being so stupid?

I AM THE WEIRDEST GIRL ALIVE!

i also can be called..."worker girl"

so i have now devoted my little life to my work and somehow have managed to make myself sick (but now i seem to be better), say very mean things that as horrible as they sound, i kinda mean since my selfish feelings were hurt, AND found some crushes?

so one day im upset

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if some boys had a big fat red sign on them that said

"do not like"

i would be the idiot that doesnt see it cuz im too...oblivious

so my so called choices are between one who doesnt know he he feels and another one thats so drunk he cant remember

oh lawdy

i should just become celebant or whatever its called

the thing i hate most here is my clausraphobia

(i know i spelled it wrong)

there is no sunshine

no outdoors

no swings to seings in or break

no hot sand to burn the bottom of your feet

just four white walls that you seem to pale inside of

your only friend becomes homework and no one thinks its a good idea when you suggest that you do your homework ( Read more... )