i feel like such a whore.

but i can't help how i feel.

its weird that the "cats out of the bag" but i guess you always knew. i just couldn't say it to your face. or at all.

how do they do it?

friday...i wish it would come sooner.
woo..finally. i've been waiting so long about 9 months now.
it will either be really good or really bad.
i'm gonna go with amazing. an absolute thriller.
until then i will just think of ways i can make it wonderful.

so okay i've decided to take it step down from stripping and go with go-go dancing...so cheesy yes..but its not naked...so ( Read more... )

okay....so i've decided...i'm going to move out once i get enough money to do so...i hate living at "home" still...it doesn't feel like a home anymore..and it won't feel like anything once we move to an apartment..fuck that...i mean theres nothing wrong with them....but i have my reasons...mainly things i just don't really think are suitable to ( Read more... )

i deleted some peoople off my friends either you didn't add me back or you never commented or updated... sorry if i pissed anyone off but its my journal.

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how i wish that clinton was still our president, he only did two things that were pretty fucked up. 1- being nafta ,yea that was a real winner of an idea. 2- the re-instatment of the draft. otherwise he did a pretty good job during his 8 years o but wait he got a few 'favors' its kinda sad thats why he'll be remembered by most people. cheating on ( Read more... )

today was lame...i got fired i don't really care b/c it didn't have anything to do with the job i was doing i guess its b/c michaels can't afford to have someone in frame shop since the holidays are over ( Read more... )

ok not that i ever do these but my resolutions are::
1- smoke less
2- drink lots more water!!!! (all 8 glasses a day)
3- stop eating so much junk food (it makes me feel so slow and sluggish)
4- be alot less bitchy and learn to absorb only the good and discard the bad.
5- read more.