i hope i havent come off as such a spoiled brat down on life. because as lonely as life is. there is nothing better than feeling how alive you are. the rain on your skin. every sound flowing through you. although i know i'll be alone, ive just have to accept it and be happy with it.i just with i could share those few moments with someone. thats all ( Read more... )

chalk this one up under one of the worst weekends ever ( Read more... )

i cant stand it anymore ( Read more... )

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never had to actually, physically, keep someone from killing themselves...

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so i just got back from north korea....
that was interesting
especially that part about hanging out with head COMMUNIST PARTY MEMBERS!

last night i dreamt ( Read more... )

im sitting in my room in seoul. awake and feeling like i should be contemplating something worthwhile, not just how much i miss my friends and how i wont see one of them for a very. very. long time. ive gotten so bored with the drinking and im studying. i guess ive gotten right back to where i was when i left and its time for me to get to the ( Read more... )

to be honest, i never thought i would have to deal with racism. i just thought i was lucky enough to be away from all of that. then i came to korea. its odd. not being white, but being treated differently just cause they think i am. this is definately something new