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I dont care about the warning. I think I will just do it. But I am too weak. No, must try. -
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6 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours. 11 hours of sleep in the past 72 hours dead yet? no. yes. nearly.
I cant go on. This too hard. This is life, Lisa.
She was screaming and screaming,
"You dont deserve the life you have."
je sache, tu saches, il/elle sache
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Fuck "personal growth" shit.
Fuck "be yourself" shit.
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I dont especially like Christina Aguilera... Hm, dont like her at all, actually. But her video "beautiful" is great. the girl in the video is perfect. -
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TO ALL MY LJ FRIENDS:
I am not going to be updating lj anymore. I have no time, no energy. I am relapsing and it is consuming all of me. Whatever energy, sanity, everything that I had left.
I will still try to read your journals as often as possible. Because I cannot survive without you all.
Peace, Love,
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Frankly, Lis, I don’t know whether I should feel it for you, or not. You have been through a lot, there is no question to that. But dear, you have gotten yourself into such trouble, aware of all the consequences you nonetheless did all those things. And you are continuing ( Read more... ) -
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Lisa is not hungry.
Lisa is mad because her mom fed her.
Lisa is hungry.
Lisa will not eat.
Lisa is cold and her hands are blue.
Lisa will not eat.
Lisa will go and sleep.
Lisa will be perfect some day.