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I cant believe I gained so much weight.
I am so fat. I feel fat. I look in the mirror and I hate myself. I have every curve and every fold of fat.
I am reading The Beauty Myth right now. I got to know about it from Hannah.
I like it a whole lot because it gives me a sense of liberation and freedom from all the restraints of this society.
But one part of me tells me INNER BEAUTY IS FOR UGLY PEOPLE.
I am thinking that when I become thin, I will be able to talk about inner beauty. My real beauty will be a justification for the talk... Nobody will be able to laugh behind my back and say, "Of course, ugly fatties have to talk about inner beauty because they have no other comfort of being trapped in their fat suit..."
I cant believe I gained so much weight.
I am so fat. I feel fat. I look in the mirror and I hate myself. I have every curve and every fold of fat.
I am reading The Beauty Myth right now. I got to know about it from Hannah.
I like it a whole lot because it gives me a sense of liberation and freedom from all the restraints of this society.
But one part of me tells me INNER BEAUTY IS FOR UGLY PEOPLE.
I am thinking that when I become thin, I will be able to talk about inner beauty. My real beauty will be a justification for the talk... Nobody will be able to laugh behind my back and say, "Of course, ugly fatties have to talk about inner beauty because they have no other comfort of being trapped in their fat suit..."