It has actually been 5 years since I have written in here. Maybe it will be good for me to journal again. I am feeling so frustrated about the wedding thing. Probably more than I should be. I guess I just want our relationship to be recognized by the masses. And maybe it has to do with me wanting to "do over" the last one.

So I'm still 194 apparantly.  This is unacceptable to me and pretty amazing considering all the changes I have made.  So today is the start of a new plan.  I am sticking to 1400 calories a day, no more.

Finally, the scale moved.  So today I am 196.   And whats amazing is this happened after a weekend of totally pigging out.  Yesterday I ate 2  big meals at restaurants and went out for ice cream.  Maybe there is something to this.  Maybe I need one day off of the plan to boost my metabolism?

I decided to make this journal to record my weightloss journey.  I have my main journal to write about everything else of importantace but I wanted to make a separate one for this.  I am usually not a very private person but when it comes to my weight I tend to be.  This journal is going to be dedicated solely to weightloss and weightloss related ( Read more... )