I honestly didn't mean for that to happen. FUCK. fuck you jesse

Why can't i ever fucking say no

what have i become

i hurt
fucking back
you stay the hell away from me
I don't want anything from anyone else anymore

and to think.. my legs can be put behind my head... but for 2 hours... fcuk.

Shit hit fan

times like this i wish i had a mom.

dang my hand hurts. I punched the wall this morning... then i punched the bathroom wall.. the the outside wall. I'm kinda dumb... but i'm kinda mad a lot so maybe if i just go to the middle of nowhere and scream i might feel better... but something tells me that's nvr guna happen ( Read more... )

I HOPE I DONT BREAK MY KNUCKLES

i wish i could get away with being sedated. i hate the feeling of saddness. It comes so often, why can't i be normal

i wanna go

I tried to pretend I was happy all day today, I need something.... Fuck, 3 1/2 days strong... How did I ever think I could do this...
I hate myself
I hate this
All of it
Why am I so cheap
I feel so sick
Just like the night last week
I wanna go home but I don't know where home is.

No one can care about someone who doesnt care anymore.

i need to do

what the hell is it for guys named jason.. seriously

im so mad all the time.

Gah

WHY AM I HERE? seriously. I don't even have any where to cry.