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[macabremistress]

dang my hand hurts. I punched the wall this morning... then i punched the bathroom wall.. the the outside wall. I'm kinda dumb... but i'm kinda mad a lot so maybe if i just go to the middle of nowhere and scream i might feel better... but something tells me that's nvr guna happen.

I have to throw up. I refuse to let go. I need alcohol. I need jason right now too. my stomach is in knots.