Man, I wish I had the power to not fuel this fire. I know I should leave, but I don't have the strength to do such a task. I also despise the method I've chosen to return to LJ... I'll have to return for a proper reintroduction. Or return for drunk posting, where my inhabitions come out easier.
I really wish she would get out of my head. The feeling of dread has finally surfaced, and I once again know how the story will unfold. One of these days, I'll have to pick up a new book -- but then again, it's never as easy as it is spoken.
I have sooooo much to say to you... and yet, it seems... that's its not worth it. I suppose it falls under the addage that "Hindsight is always 20/20." Humorous. I laugh.