The nurses here are ....annoying, I guess is the right word for it.  if I want to die, what the hell is the problem with just killing me already?  It's not like its difficult.

I haven't left my room for food or medication, but I know if I eat human food, I'll only get more hungry....I don't want to hurt anyone again.

This would have been so much ( Read more... )

They really do think I'm crazy, don't they?

A nurse handed me this sheet, so I suppose I have nothing better to do.

Shimatta

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Your Name: Kei
Suicidal Ideation: 8/10
Homicidal Ideation: It depends what you mean by that.  I'm hungry if that's what you mean.  您要我杀害他们？  我不确切地要。 
Amount of Sleep Last Night: I don't sleep at night. 
Any Lucid or Vivid ( Read more... )

I asked them to be killed--to be put into the sunlight so I can char and burn like Luka did.  Shows how much they think of capital punishment, those  morons.

The  longer I'm alive, the longer I'll remember what the fuck I did, and the more likely it is that I'll see Sho again.  I don't think I would be able to bear it.     then again, why the hell ( Read more... )

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Kei & Aeris (Kei's room)
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