"So I've been thinking about you again and have been wanting to talk to you...i don't know if I really have much to say though, just curious how everything's going. Back to what you said in the last message, I know I can say messed up things to you and vice versa. I guess I'm just still trying to figure everything out. It'll be good to talk in ( Read more... )

I've been having really intensely realistic dreams lately...pretty much every night. I wake up and can pretty much remember ever little, vivid detail like it actually all happened ( Read more... )

Why is it that there are such strict social rules? If someone acts different they are thought of as stupid, crazy, weird. Is this why all want to get smashed or high, so we have an excuse to act as we want? We put borders on ourselves where no borders were ever meant do be. We get so involved in our own sorry lives and monotonous daily routines ( Read more... )

im listening to the red hot chilli peppers stadium arcadium album and it reminds me of summer back home. i admit it, I MISS CALIFORNIA.

i dont think its really hit me yet that im moving to washington in 2 days. i should really start packing. i feel like there were so many people i wanted to hang out with before i left. so many places i wanted to visit one last time. lately ive been doing a lot of nothing in particular, which makes me feel as if i've wasted time. but i guess i ( Read more... )

I found an article on the flooding near where we're staying...

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk/6239828.stm

My mom and I are in England right now, staying whith her cousin. It's been slightly boring not having anyone my age around...im starting to get homesick :/ ...yesterday, the day we arrived, had the more rain in those 24 hrs than in the whole month of june! there were floods everywhere and we had to drive through a few small rivers to get home. 2 ( Read more... )

today was my LAST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL.

18th birthday tomorrow

Baccalaureate on sunday

Graduation on tuesday

im loving life :D

Life is really good. im looking forward to a lot of things right now. My mom just told me today that she wants to take me to england, sweden and france after I graduate. then she would leave me in Paris to stay with my friend Justine who lives there. it would be incredible. im stoked. and this weekend is santa cruz. and of course tommorow's ( Read more... )

sleeping is my new favorite past time. And Im leaving for China on Sunday. c'est tout.