okay so i thought livejournals were addicting...until i was introduced to something called a myspace...computers are taking over...and i'm scared ;-)

so my weekend was fun...saturday night was CRAZY although the ending kinda sucked for a few of ya!!! and i got to spend it with my bestest friends tehe...

hmmm...ya well i dun feel like elaborating on anything so i'm off

So it's been a month since i've written in this thing and i thought i was done with it, but somehow it keeps pulling me back ( Read more... )

This chapter in my life is over. This journal was something that helped me get through it. I'm done now. This is my goodbye. It's just not useful to me anymore. Good bye now!

So i called him and he still won't talk to me. And i asked him to call me when he hit did piss him off to hear my voice and i told him i wouldn't call anymore. And now i'm crying and i'm trying to be strong. And i'm trying to tell myself that just cuz i messed up and made a mistake doesn't mean i'm a bad person. The sad thing is I don't believe ( Read more... )

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does anyone hear me...does anyone read this fucking jounal? I want to be heard the inside of me is dying and no one hears me as i call out for help....not even my closest friends

I have nothin to say

i cried in first and sixth period...sucky start and sucky end...oh and then i opened my locker and everything fell into a puddle of who knows what...life's FUCKING GREAT

hmm...i can't quite put my finger on it...this feeling...it's something i've never felt before...i think some people call it acceptance...hmm...and it seems to be enveloped in irony...oh well..

k so tonight was fun for the most part...unil they left...when i realized i was gonna be alone ...yeah that sucked...but john saved me...i hope they know i'm not mad at them...i'm just hyper sensitive and i NEED ppl around me all the time to balance out the lonliness of not having israel...anyway this is my entry boring...but at least it's short ( Read more... )