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I'm greatly surprised I can still walk at the moment. I've been, maybe slightly overdoing the gym a bit, and I plan to go later on today. I think I get a bit to extreme when I do things like this, but now that I've actually spoke to the instructors about my training they've set me a bunch of exercises and a level to aim for which isn't to hard but ( Read more... ) -
100 ways crazy
Sometimes I feel like a puppet, some doll of my mothers that she can influence or control. The least she could do though if she wants me to do what she wants is not contradict herself. All my life she's told me to never do a gap year, she drilled into my brain that if I do a gap year I won't be able to get back in the habit of going to school again ( Read more... ) -
Scarecrow
Well, my mother has finally found out about my psych. I didn't tell her the way I expected to tell her but she was nagging me and refusing to believe a word I said and I told her. It stopped her from nagging me at least and she changed the topic. Mistrust seems to be a common trait in my family ( Read more... ) -
I'm Half Sick of Shadows
Well I gave Nick my medical certificate for school so hopefully now I won't fail from attendance. I also made an appointment to see the school psych, Tony. Even though I will see my actual psych on Wednesday I still thought I should see Tony and talk to her a bit as well.
My mum is getting worse. Despite the fact that I've basically been secured a ( Read more... ) -
Call me crazy just one more time.
It's been a while since I did an entry. Just lack of motivation, or a lack of things I want to say. Holidays are almost over and I haven't done as nearly as much studying as I was meant to. Theres still a few more days and I only really have to do business management and history ( Read more... ) -
Losing control
Too much cheap red wine and drinking games are a bad combination. It was freaky seeing my own vomit being bright pink.
BREAKING DAWN COMES OUT SOON!!!!!!!!
I don't know what my mum is on about, room isn't that messy.
My head is so confused. Hangover jet lag.
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Best Legal studies excursion ever
I think I'll take advantage of my mum being out and the internet being on. I swear one day I'm going to snap and go crazy...crazier...and almost kill someone. My mum had a long lecture with me and my brother where she told us to get jobs, which we are trying to do she just doesn't believe us, and she told my brother to figure out what he wants to ( Read more... ) -
Epic Fail
Well thanks to my most beloved brother a perfectly good mood, which is rare for me, has been sent to the fiery depths of hades ( Read more... ) -
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I could kill my brother I really could. He must have some disorder, some form of OCD that compels him to still money every chance he can get, no matter how small the amount. $10 thats all I had and I needed $5 of that to pay for a legal excursion yet stil I leave the room for 5 minutes with my money in my bag and he takes it. He knew I needed money ( Read more... )