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luvsong

Insignificant things

Jul 04, 2006 00:26

Have you ever go through a period were a series of "insignificant" things build upon each other to create one big supersignificant feeling of, I don't know, doubt I guess ( Read more... )

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oh goodness, sorry it's so long. theatrehippie July 4 2006, 16:07:09 UTC

bryce, you are a beautiful and wonderful person. i know how you feel, and I wish I knew the answer, because then I would be a much happier person myself. and I feel terrible, because I know that I suck suck suck at keeping in touch. you probably aren't talking about me, but no matter who it is, it's their defect, not yours. i swear. I don't think I have met a better person than you- with your absence of ugliness and bad smells, not to mention your kindness and caring. and it's funny, but i've read (and made) posts like this several times, and it seems like only really exceptionally nice people have this problem. isn't that weird? and fucked up? anyway, I know I failed last time, but we should try to hang out this summer. i'm super busy, but I'm sure we'll find some time. :-) feel better!

Re: oh goodness, sorry it's so long. luvsong July 4 2006, 20:28:48 UTC

Thanks. I would really like to hang out with you soon and I'm equally bad at keeping in touch so don't feel bad at all I definetly wasn't talking about you and I really wasn't talking about anyone in particular just you know the masses.
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1st_togogray July 4 2006, 16:39:34 UTC

Aw Bryce, when things build up, I know it can be bad. But it'll get better I promise, but I think you're a great guy :)

luvsong July 4 2006, 20:39:04 UTC

That means alot coming from you 'cause you're definetly in my top 5 greatest guys I've ever met so thanks.
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P.S. Your last post was amazing. I didn't want to comment because I didn't know the person. But, I cried, and wished I'd gotten a chance to meet him. He seems to have stood quite tall among giants in heart, such as yourself.

1st_togogray July 4 2006, 23:12:56 UTC

Bryce both of those are such high compliments - I'm totally blushing. We NEED to hang out before the end of summer

pickme33 July 4 2006, 17:42:56 UTC

I love them because there is something in them that moves me, makes me want to be better, makes me want to enrich their lives the way they do mine. I guess that's part of the problem, I see so much in the people I love that I don't know what in all hell they could see in me.

bryce, this almost made me cry, because I hate that you feel that way, and I hate that I feel that way too...

luvsong July 4 2006, 20:41:20 UTC

ya... it sucks... I miss you... when am I gonnna see you...you always get me.

static_patterns July 4 2006, 18:27:22 UTC

Wow. I have so many consoling words to say. my parents are making me leave for the eiffel tower (and i know that that's pretty spectacular but not as important to me as you [right now and always]) but before i leave let me just say that you're the most amazing person i've ever met. you're smart, talented, gorgeous...the list of things goes on. You're so patient with people and you care so much about the people in your life, as i do mine. My point is that although you've hit an emotional rough patch, with good reason, it isn't because you're "offsetting" or your personality is flawed. I understand the "insignificant things" you're talking about, but know that your talent and kindness is recognized by SO MANY people, maybe not the fascist, racist joke of a musical theater department (yet). I have to go, but i want you to know that you're the best friend i've ever had. I can say without at doubt that our friendship will NEVER dwindle. I love you.

luvsong July 4 2006, 20:47:57 UTC

Lily, you are for sure the greatest friend I could have ever hoped for. You're my rock and you hear this type of thing from me far too often. So don't worry about me I just needed to get it off my chest. Enjoy your Eiffel Tower and you hot Euro boys (remeber what happens in Europe...). Worry about your depressed friend when you get back in the states. I love you.
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P.S. wear your hot see through sweater for me ok.

broadwaybabe412 July 4 2006, 22:31:28 UTC

i may be taking a random guess what this is about...or just wanting to relate it to myself lol...but iv been there b4...and in the end i think ull see "rejection" as a good thing...its very dangerous to base ur vision of urself on what others supposedly think about u...first of all u never know for sure...and second it doesnt really matter...sure it can bring some people back to reality (like every tone deaf person in american idol) but i can assure u that u arent crazy and that there are no offputting qualities about u! u know who u r....u know ur weaknesses and strengths...even when times are amazing and people say the nicest things to u...u shouldnt base ur confidence or esteem on their nice things...iv definetly had pts where i feel this and i still do and in the end i realized i kept blaming myself for every bad thing that happens! and yeah...maybe it is partly u every once in a while where u have a bad day...or maybe people just have a very specific seperate plan...but just remember who u r...because in the end thats all u can ( ... )

luvsong July 5 2006, 17:34:09 UTC

Wow, thanks Elle. I really needed that and you're absolutely right. Gosh perspective is such a great thing to have.lol
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