Have you ever go through a period were a series of "insignificant" things build upon each other to create one big supersignificant feeling of, I don't know, doubt I guess
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i may be taking a random guess what this is about...or just wanting to relate it to myself lol...but iv been there b4...and in the end i think ull see "rejection" as a good thing...its very dangerous to base ur vision of urself on what others supposedly think about u...first of all u never know for sure...and second it doesnt really matter...sure it can bring some people back to reality (like every tone deaf person in american idol) but i can assure u that u arent crazy and that there are no offputting qualities about u! u know who u r....u know ur weaknesses and strengths...even when times are amazing and people say the nicest things to u...u shouldnt base ur confidence or esteem on their nice things...iv definetly had pts where i feel this and i still do and in the end i realized i kept blaming myself for every bad thing that happens! and yeah...maybe it is partly u every once in a while where u have a bad day...or maybe people just have a very specific seperate plan...but just remember who u r...because in the end thats all u can control and understand...for last past 2 yrs iv seen myself dissapeer sometimes cuz i didnt trust myself and feel secure wtih myself...other times id be reminded who i was because i felt completely comfortable and let myself just go! i dont want the former to ever be u...and if it is right now...it will only bring u an unbreakble new confidence that is so much more worthwhile xoxox L
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