i have been here. i liked feeling hungry it made me feel alive. apparently, i looked like the walking dead though...people were afraid to tell me that then. i took it too far...even scared myself.
pick up the protein bar. even a couple of bites is something.
oh crap...i hope that didn't sound preachy...or like when people told me to eat back a few years ago and i would want to scream. or even now, when it was noticed i lost a little weight (not like before) and i got a "i can't go through this with you again" comment...i am telling you from a person who has been there and still goes back and forth also with the bipolar II thing and oh so much we have in common...even though i don't make my own salami and have never actually placed it on anyone's window, but, i have had my fantasies of doing it :)
so...ya know it is like group therapy virtually speaking.
preachy? not even close! you sound caring, level headed and empathetic... i agree with everything you said and though i am still thinking about it obsessively, i am NOT allowing myself to stop eating or to lose more.... i don't want to be sick AGAIN...
but this salami thing needs to be addressed... i too have yet to tape it! perhaps i should start the crusade again... halloween is only 3 months away!! lol
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pick up the protein bar. even a couple of bites is something.
oh crap...i hope that didn't sound preachy...or like when people told me to eat back a few years ago and i would want to scream. or even now, when it was noticed i lost a little weight (not like before) and i got a "i can't go through this with you again" comment...i am telling you from a person who has been there and still goes back and forth also with the bipolar II thing and oh so much we have in common...even though i don't make my own salami and have never actually placed it on anyone's window, but, i have had my fantasies of doing it :)
so...ya know it is like group therapy virtually speaking.
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but this salami thing needs to be addressed... i too have yet to tape it! perhaps i should start the crusade again... halloween is only 3 months away!! lol
it is so nice to talk with you again!! xoxo
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