I have closed so many doors in my life. so many sections my life has divided itself into... I cant say that I like it very much. one door closing so firmly as another progresses. Is the desire to hold on to people and experinces i love a bad thing? I suppose i should be happy with the moment and all the wonderful things that are in my life now, and ( Read more... )

Ive had a different experince this past couple of weeks. Ive been working in a coffee shop and discovered that I am not as good as I remember being at it. That my mind is being flighty and not remembering things in my short term memory very well.... and I dont even smoke pot more than once or twice a week anymore! That was sort of frustrating. As a ( Read more... )

I have a belief. What is amazing to me is that there is something I belive in so totally, that even if others dont believe that how I think the world is, is right; I still think it is. My motto used to be that I would be open to any idea, and thus have no beliefs of my own but to take all in. But I find myself applying my thoughts of the universe ( Read more... )

Sadly, the trip down to the cali coast isnt going to happen. monetary issues have arisen. Such is life. Disnyland is not the cheapest of destinations. Not much on this front. Setting up gigs for this upcomming year. should have enough to at least kept me afloat once January hits. Now I just have to make sure I make enough for rent and living etc ( Read more... )

know the night is coming soon ( Read more... )

Im trying not to start every entry with "So, blah blah blah ( Read more... )

So I just got back from the most lovely wedding Ive ever had the pleasure to experince. It was funny, it was touching, it was informative (clays fathers lecture..i felt like i should have taken notes) and it reminded me that there is a match out there for at least some people. And they glowed. Some things are perfect. And i dont mean it in the fact ( Read more... )

My pirate name is:

Mad Anne Bonney

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My roommate is freaking out cause we didnt find any places that were of any real interest to us to rent. It is sad. This city isnt very helpful about that. Tons of cute houses for sale but none for rent. Who knows. Maybe she will get a car and then it wouldnt be that bad if we lived in west seattle because its really nice and affordable down there ( Read more... )

Why are we so afraid of pain ( Read more... )