yea so i am moving in a week from friday to nashville tennessee... and i am just now starting to pack up my house. YIKES!!! im excited. im moving to the music capital of the WORLD! works for me ( Read more... )

so i was reading over my last entry and a lot has changed. me and dave... we dont talk, and never will. i started seeing someone about a month after me and him broke up. and again... i got fucked over. this guy was definitely on the same page with me... but he had to go a cheat on me. i found this out saturday night. his best friend and i were ( Read more... )

is there a reason why i am never happy? is there a reason why nothing ever works out for me? i would really like to know this. everythign fucks up in my life and i hate this. for once i thought i found something good... i was wrong. typical. i thought he was different and for a while he was... but then... turns out, he is like every other guy ( Read more... )

there's one love thati just cant get away from. one person that sticks with me more than anyone else. he got to a place where no one has gotten to before. and it hurts to know that no one will ever get to that place again. i could let them... but to feel the pain i felt when he left is almost too much to bare. i cant get hurt the way i did. i wont ( Read more... )

outside the rain is pouring down and all of a sudden i get the urge to run outside and "herbal." you know... those commercials where a person is outside and there is a waterfall, or rain, or some other form of water you could possible bath in... and the "ooh" and "ahh." ---Yea i REALLY want to do that... but i think i might get in trouble for ( Read more... )

yea...havent been on this thing in a long while. well. been a little busy. but what have ya'll been up to?

I THINK EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW THAT I AM MOVING BACK TO MICHIGAN IN JULY!!! yes...i am. and it is 100% by choice. i have come to some realizations and yea...i miss everyone too much and i need to come back home. keep my sanity intact. i <3 you ( Read more... )

its my birthday!!!! i am finally 18!

<3Krystal

WRITERS BLOCK = SHIT!

the pale winter sun setting over the horizon. i walk across the room in deep silouette. i am on the edge of my breath. how can i breathe with such a fighting emotion? the whiskey is wearing off and the pain is rushing back. my life without you is losing the meaning it once had. you brought light to my darkness; without you i fear the light will be ( Read more... )

we met here on purpose. there is a reason for everything. and i know there is a reason for me meeting you. i dont care what other people think. something was meant to come out of me and you whether or not it is good or bad. something was meant to come from us. and at the end of the day i know what i know and i know that what i feel for you will ( Read more... )