It has consumed me, I'm at the point of hearing voices and Dancing in front of the mirror, I am questioning everyone I know and everything I do, I no longer understand my wants and needs or even knowing what they are, I ask myself everyday why am I the way I am and I jsut cna't seem to find the answers, all I know is that I am sitting here ( Read more... )

I am so tired of all the people I see in this world. SO many people lie cheat and steal and hide things from people they care about... I'm at the point that I don't care anymore... I can trust no one and I mean no one... I swear all I see is pain... marrages that last forever dealing with so deception but not wanting to get a divorce... I no longer ( Read more... )

Okay here it goes, I've been really stressed over all this little shit all week so I wanted to drink. My aunt bought me a mickeys and I was just gonna stay home and drink in her room with her, but then my Jelly Belly, thats right Kelly showed up. She just got her car taken but her parents let her take it long enough to pick me up and take me over ( Read more... )

Hello world, Here I come.... no no no but it sounded cool huh? well I'm starting college this summer, finally, and I am NOT I repeat NOT moving to VA yay for all you folks that would miss me oh so much....I am fighting with my best friend (not good) and I messed up on the quit smoking thing. And I still don't have a job, but I am considering ( Read more... )

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

dude heather I hella was trying to post in your journal and I guess you took me off as a friend

for anyone that didn't know I am going to Virginia in about 2 weeks and then to monteray bay...yay for me
no worries I'll be back to visit..lotsa love

Jacub Adams

The next charicter as I've been promising!!!! Tall blonde hair blue eyes male very attractive very smart and great at giving advice....

Hello Everyone...I am going to prom...yay for me....and I'm going with a cute guy that is completely hilarious yep yep yay for me...... I am sorta happy and thats a sorta good thing..haha yeah but anyways Kelly was fighting with her boogie but now they're okay I guess... which is cool...all I've got to say is he better be good to her well My ( Read more... )

The next charicter as I've been promising!!!! Tall blonde hair blue eyes male very attractive very smart and great at giving advice....names please...there are gonna be like 3 more characters then I will give result to the names