i always said that if i ever get married, it will be to the first person to buy me the collected works of T.S. Eliot. i think i'm gunna go ahead and change that to the first person who knows what i'm quoting when i say 'so don't get superior'

i don't put sugar in my coffee cause i don't like the way it tastes on my lips ( Read more... )

let's go see the christmas lights! someone went to the symphony last night. saw some jazz guy play. i like the way the sunlight hits the alley behind your house on sunday's around 6. i'm never going to be able to sleep with someone again. why do people try to hold my hands when we sleep why do people try to hold hands. not often and i let it happen ( Read more... )

-don't call me darling.
-well then don't act like a fool.

fight fight fight fight fight fight.
-well what should we do.
-we could get a room.

fuck you. no fuck you. fuck you. no fuck you

i don't like people who don't like amy winehouse i don't trust them i don't like it when people tell me she's no good. i was at the waterfront. if you liked a girl, you would be nice to her right? you would do that right? i don't like your friends i don't like guns i don't like your shitty music, but i would never. i like your beard and eyes and ( Read more... )

i don't know how to write anymore. i don't know how to talk anymore. yesterday i even forgot how to smoke.

caligula, sling blade.

tonight was amazing. it was simple, nothing happened. jimmy and simon. tommy was there. he bought me a martini, i guess you could say. i still don't think simon likes him, but he's growing on simon. jimmy likes him. i like him, i think. i think he likes me. guys were talking to me, but i had no interest in talking to them, beyond speaking. this is ( Read more... )

one year i had been working a lot, so thought the government. my tax return was nice; enough to get caught up on all my bills, but i decided to get my portrait done instead. but not like a picture, a painting. no one DOES paintings anymore. how 'with it' of me to have my portrait painted. how 19th century. i wanted to hang it up so it was the first ( Read more... )

:the nativity.