Just an update

[lurkingly]

So, since last time (not counting my non-sober rambling post) some things has happened. Nothing dramatic or big or so! But just a few things I, for some reason, feel the need to share :)

You know that guy who practically gave me a "declaration of love"? Yeah, he went mental on me one time too many, so I sort of ended the friendship.
[basically the whole story]The first time

Comments

[chauchan]

It sounds like a very good idea that you ended the friendship. There are some people who just don't know how to be friends... I'm not sure how they can learn those skills if they don't listen to/observe the people around them.

I haven't seen The L Word, so I don't know how good or bad it is :)

I totally understand the letting it all out thing. I'm probably due for a good cry. I've been tearing up at random things.
Did you ever find a touching movie to watch with your sister?

[lurkingly]

Yeah, I got pretty tired of the drama. We're both almost thirty, but felt like I, like, 15 again. So no thanks. Enough is enough.

Wha...? Not even a single episode? :S

What do you do to get things going?
No, not yet. But I think I've put it on ice for a while. Not been in a movie mood lately.

[chauchan]

I hope he doesn't try to push you into staying friends or something.

Haha. I found it on YT, so I'm giving it a try. It does seem like it would be fun to watch. What season does it go downhill?

If I want to cry on purpose, my crying movie is Stepmom. It's not a super sad movie, but when I watch it, it makes me think of things. I think of my grandma who died from cancer and then I think of other sad things and it keeps going from there.
Sometimes I don't plan on bawling, but if I'm alone I could start crying from a sad or touching YT video or a "what makes you cry" post on LJ. Here is an example of a post about what makes you cry. I can find better examples, but they are locked posts.

I don't feel like watching Stepmom though. Maybe I need another movie.

[lurkingly]

If he just sticks to his words, about leaving means forever, I'll be good. But then again, I can say no. And I also know how to push his buttons, so if he tries something, I'll easily make him feel not so pleasant feelings towards me xD

Oh. Erm... I dunno, it's been so long since I've seen it, so I can't tell the seasons apart. I think every season has something that is not-so-great, but the last season is just... You're going to be glad it is the last one!

I will check out (that means: watch a trailer) that movie and see what it's about.
Finding something really good that makes you cry is kind of difficult. Most things seems to just scratch the surface of the crying, and while it's good to get something out, something you just need to let everything out.

Maybe Google can help. It usually has all the answers :)