I've been jogging every other day with a buddy of mine. Hopefully I'll be in better shape for it eventually. Other than that, not much has changed. I still practice new songs, I still try to write songs, I still try to find meaning in this crazy world, and, as per my usual fair, am still alone. Some things change bit by bit, and others not at all ( Read more... )

I have a migrane the size of texas, a stomach as empty as a politician's promise, and the angst of a 15 year-old, truly stupendous. My coping method, aggravate it by listening to Grand Funk Railroad and staring at a computer screen for hours without end. Today, leaves nothing to be desired.

Well, it would appear that life is taking its course rather nicely. The only issues I have regard my Confidence and Paranoia, and it definitally feels as if a pitched battle is going on between them, although somtimes one appears to be winning, the tides change. Hopefully I won't let my paranoia get to me, if i'm too obsessed or submissive, it ( Read more... )

...Or perhaps its a hunger that stalks me night and day? What is this thing that clings to me like an unwanted shadow? Or am I just a shadow of this hunger? Eventually, the truth will come out for me to see it before the truth changes into something else. But this thing that seems to grab at me, is this lust? Or perhaps hatred, or even love? ( Read more... )

It feels like i've spent a long time in a fog, or on auto-pilot. The feeling of weeks passing by without really doing anything... Its quite disconcerting. And now i'm trying to find my way out and get on with everything instead of being in a dream.

My od band fell apart due to proffesional differences. So, I called a few people upand got an ew one together. Only issues I can forsee are regarding scheduling, and the iffy thing with my bassist getting surgery on a punctered kidney pretty soon, though I somehow doubt that will be more than a passing issue in the long run.

...Put together an e-mag that is essentially short stories of various genre's and styles. I have a couple of people who would be interested in writing for the first issue. I think I'll devote some time this week to discovering what i'll need to do to set it in motion.

I find it quite amusing when people become surprised that the facade that their favorite band put up was just that. Since I'm such a joker, and I reall love dissonance, I think that after I play a song like "Raining Blood" or "Stormy Monday", I'll just have to pull out some "Godzilla" or "Unskinny Bop". Nothing quite like setting a mood and ( Read more... )

It occurs to me that our living space reflect who we are, what we feel, and what we do. Take your quarters, and empty it of everything but what that which represents a pice of yourself you want to keep improve, or become. I think it would be a nice idea to empty my area. I think I would keep the guitars, the amp, some books, maybe my record ( Read more... )

I've been putting together a blues/rock group. So far missing a bassist, though my rythm guitarist is a pretty damn good bassist, so if he must, then he must. We have been working on a little bit of material, mostly stuff that I haven't finished writing yet. We'll be doing covers of some Cream, Trower, Vaughn, Black Sabbath, Led Zepplin, and ( Read more... )