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I'm alive
I swear I wrote a long post but it got eaten.
So the short version;
I'm alive
I'm employed, at a nice government job
The kid is doing well. She's graduating high school and will be attending a very nice college in the Bay Area in the fall.
I'm dating! I'm in love with a giant bearded teddy bear of a man. He treats me great.
I miss you
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Freedom
Mantra for the day: Don't take my freedom for granted
Gotta remember that being alone doesn't mean that I am undesirable, or not enough. I was wanted in my shitty marriage as much as his damaged soul would allow. I was kept and not in a fun BDSM way ( Read more... ) -
17 years
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In which I'm totally selfish
Yes, I've been reading your journal entries. NO I haven't been commenting.
But I'm reading. And sending you love.
Life is very confusing for me right now.
But I'm okay...happy in a lot of ways. I have people who love and support me.
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Depression is
Having everything you want. Everything you think you've wanted, but feeling miserable.
I hate this.
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An open letter
It's been a while since I've seen you. But I wanted to thank you for everything you've shared with me. I love you.
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Expect an angry post soon
I finally think I've turned a corner:
The depression is turning into anger. And that's not a bad thing.
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Some positives
In order to maintain a molecule of my sanity I'm going to list some positive things:
*I did some writing (an erotica piece) that received some positives
*I am still off the soda and junk food
*I'm proud that Em is doing well in school and is growing into an amazing young lady
*I was very brave last night when we had an animal intruder get into the ( Read more... ) -
Over the hump
Caffiene withdrawal going better- off of the sauce completely. Feels better. Life is somewhat stressful but not unmanageable.
Feeling okay is better than feeling like shit
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