Why is it that when I am out with "friends", and they are haveing fun, all I can think about is how alone I feel, and how I seem to go unoticed ( Read more... )

I feel like a tiger that has been born in captivity. I have never known anything outside of these confinements. I have spent my entire existence pacing back and forth, trying to get an unobstructed view of the world beyond my cage ( Read more... )

Well, today was mothers day!  woo hoo.

I ended up spending too much money at IKEA, trying to bring the slightest bit of a smile to my mothers face. I don't know if she even really noticed.

Then we went out for dinner, and of course we talked about trivial stuff for a bit, but then got into a fight, and ended the evening not even talking to ( Read more... )

SO, this is my first time posting, on any type of on line Journal ( Read more... )