i'm about to purchase a plane ticket to BR. i'll give you people's more info when i've actually got my shit together. also, i'm on the move, i'll be packin' and shit to move back to BR mid-september it seems. it's a good thing and an extremely difficult thing to do. he says it should be fun and easy and that i'm making it harder than it should be, ( Read more... )

do you know what i think of when i think of the fourth of july? it used to be sunburns and swimming and my brother throwing black cat fireworks at me, while i run away thinking that i've already been burned by the sun and not wanting to by a firework because all i could think about was my uncle red who had five fingers total on both hands because ( Read more... )

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well, visitng brian's parents in myrtle beach. yesterday here they had a man rape his ex-girlfriend tehn almost completely decapitate her, he did the same to her daughter, but she is still alive. and as far as i know, he's still out on the loose. why do some people have to do things like that? as if life isn't hard enough. they have to add that ( Read more... )

it's been awhile. i feel my heart breaking. he says he loves me but he also says he's not in love with me. i can't stop crying and i can't focus on anything. i think i'm coming home soon. my heart hurts so bad. i don't ever want to be in love again. it hurts too much.

happy whatever you go by, this season.

why is it when i leave virginia it snows there? i missed my first snow.

hope everyone is well and good.

christmas has left me sleepy and one new toaster closer to happiness in my world.

right now 42 members of my russian family have just taken off to go home to russia. i cried, they cried. it was emotional.

my cat stanley has passed away. he was hit by a car in front of my house. i cried.

i move in less than a week. at that i will shed no tears.

i'm coming in town on sunday, perhaps. or perhaps on monday. i don't know. perhaps for a couple of days. maybe three. anything going on around the nov1 - nov 4th time frame in good ole br-town. should i pack hooker boots or maybe just flipflops? who knows!

i move to virginia in three weeks.

i want to go to grad school at savannah college of art and design.

i might move to iceland and eat dug up putrified fish.

i may marry a trapeze flyer and move to moscow.

but, for now i'm hungry and i feel accomplished at all that i got done today.

today is the beginning of a new year for me. yesterday i turned 23. now i'm in baton rouge with a night free and no one's numbers to call. oh well. i've lost my phone numbers for everyone.