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[luckyoldsun]

I think I mentioned the bugs in the basement phenomenon I've been having to deal with lately. Last night our local "hellmouth" apparently decided it was time to release all of the denizens of the underworld in some sort of basement apocalypse, as two centipede-spiders (I'm not sure of their actual name... they leave a large mess when squished),

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[emanzeme]

Gads. I've been out of touch for far too long. I'm not sure what some of this entry means but it made me feel a bit gloomy

[rockychick]

I second what Jackie said. Dealing with your internal insecurities is very frightening, I know (and your words strike home with me too!) but don't berate yourself for being apart, either. I know about laziness and lost opportunities, the thing is not to dwell too much on them, hun. If they have lessons to teach you, ok. But don't get too mired in self analysis, it really goes nowhere. I guess it's more a case of moving forward and enjoying what you can.

Wish I had better words than that, but I'm kinda muddling through myself. You're ok, Greg. Don't let your fears grow out of control 'cause they're not worth it.

[bronnyelsp]

Jaysus, we all know about laziness and lost opportunities. And just plain old failures. *big neon target on chest saying "rejected by ALL"* anyway, not about me, about you

[firenightingale]

My dear Greg - I am the queen of apathy, inaction and laziness when it comes to doing anything significant to improve my life, I still love myself, you don’t have to link the two together!

If you weigh your self worth on your self - who you are, then you are rich indeed! You are, as you say, a good person - that is clear to anyone on your friends list hon!

The problem seems to be that you are judging your worth as a person by what you have done - and you’re still young - you’ve got a lifetime to ‘do something’! Besides, you’ve often helped me by saying something that cheered me up when I was feeling low - I’m sure you have helped many others too. It doesn’t have to be your life that you’ve made an improvement in for you to matter

[aggiebell]

The way I deal with feeling guilt about my mistakes is to either decide that I care enough to work to fix whatever went wrong, or if I don't then it's obviously not worth feeling guilty about. I don't know if that method will help you, but it gets me over a lot of the stupid little things I do.

Thank you for the text message. It made me smile.