I'm hi I'm tired I'm sleepy I'm alone and reflecting while online shopping. My life is good though I thought of something super fucking funny and realized there was no one to tell it to that would understand its weirdness. Damn alexa. But I'm flying solo now-it feels great but sometimes strange because i stop and realized I haven't been solo in ( Read more... )

So today is my Biology presentation, its in an hour in fact-I worked on it til the library closed, I think its gonna kick ass. Well about that last entry...you and I have already discussed it but for clarity I dont take back anything that I said, it was what I felt. It was honest, and I cant apologize for my honesty, you know that as well as I do. ( Read more... )

I fucked it up, and I'm sorry. But what can I say? My emotions got the best of me. I've been under sooo much stress the past couple of days. On one hand you know I got exams to take, essays to turn in, deadlines to make, work to go to, No money in my pocket, a family member that just died monday morning, a best friend that I hate, an old crush ( Read more... )

I miss you, you know who I'm talking about. I'm not gonna call you out because thats not my nature. I hate when people say lets chill and they dont take the opportunity to do so. The ball's in you court. Thats it ( Read more... )

I didn't sleep in my underwears last nite, but I shoulda and it woulda also been a perfect nite to open the window a crack like I was telling you about earlier maybe tonite. I wanna date a guy thats hairy, you know from the face (nasty minds !), kinda like Jesus but hotter. I'm doing a research paper on Satanism for my Engl. class. People were ( Read more... )

As much as I think Tom Cruise is a freak I really love him in Vanilla Sky. I want a man to be David to my Sofia. I really love their relationship in that movie. You know what other cinematic relationship I like? The one between Natalie Portman and Zach Braff in Garden State. I like to be quirky with guys I like it shows me if they can handle it or ( Read more... )

What up everybody? I'm just chillin as ususal.... going to school, working as a scientist (for real), smoking what else is there. Ya know I was driving somewhere the other day and I thought even though your going somewhere your not REALLY going anywhere, only because none of it matters.Man right now I'm listening to With All Sincerity, gosh I ( Read more... )

It is me once again, La Jack. Nothing much has changed but everything. I got a new job that I hate as a lab assistant in the school, and have made some of the best chick friends I think I'll ever have. Krist, a person I always look foward to seeing, and Jordan! What a fucking handful, give her a Mick or two and all the sudden she's like Chris Rock ( Read more... )

I SPENT NEW YEARS ALONE, LITERALLY. I WATCHED THE TV SERIES HOOKED: ILLEGAL DRUGS AND HOW THEY GOT THAT WAY. AFTER DEBATING WHETHER OR NOT TO KILL MYSELF OR NOT I CAME TO DECIDE THAT I WANT TO TRY X AND CRACK BUT NEVER LSD. THAT SHITS TOO WEIRD, I HAVE A FEELING THAT LSD WOULD REMIND ME TOO MUCH OF A BAD TRIP I ONCE HAD, I'M NOT GOOD WITH PSYCHOTIC ( Read more... )

I hate crying or feeling like i'm gonna cry. I wish I had Mike here. I think it's amazing that after all this time he still has me under his spell, there must've been something special there. Sometimes I remember why it is that I dislike people so much. Then something like tonight happens and I remember why. I hate the fact that one human being or ( Read more... )