Its finally a relief knowing that my suffering will soon be over and I can live somewhat of a normal life here in the near future. I haven't had much energy to write much of anything lately because I picked up a part time job at Hancock fabrics to keep my mind off of the pain I'm feeling. I do count my blessings though that I wasn't born with some ( Read more... )

I haven't written in awhile but thought once or twice to do so. Things just don't seem to be very forgiving. Ever since I was little I've had tummy problems from the get go. Now... it seems after fighting an endless battle that its slowly coming to an end. This last ER visit, I prayed to see Dr. Elson in Birmingham who is my last chance for some ( Read more... )

Most people probably don't believe that those forms we fill out about our teachers actually get looked at the administration. Well, supposedly they do and thats why the teacher can't be in the room or look at the sheets. Anywho... there are those stupid brown envelops with the tabs on the back which fold down around this hole to keep it shut. Yeah ( Read more... )

The past couple of days have been cruddy. My allergies or something has got my nose, throat, ears, everything turned upside down. On top of that my UC is being stupid; however, I did see some improvement. Considering that none of the drugs other than really high dosages of predzisone have any effects, I tried using a nicotine patch. So far my body ( Read more... )

"Tiredness"

Forlorn are the weary
who sit alone in silence
they let the darkness engulf
what innocence is left
yet they do not struggle
instead welcome their demise
for the cold hearted with in
seeks that of the ice lips of
death herself...

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Haiku
"Destiny" 03-28-06

Delicate flower
His perfume lingers long after
Petals who've wilted~

I was so excited about passing my Cal B test. Though it was the day of my remicade treatment and I hardly got any sleep. Sigh... It was a good week non the less. This weekend wasn't too bad either. I'm just hoping that things start shaping up in the next month and half. I know that in mid-may I'll know if I need surgery or not. I know and feel that ( Read more... )

Geography test...boo... not like the first one. I probably did ok ( Read more... )

JESUS LOVES ME ( Read more... )

Late Thursday night and early Friday morning was spent studying for physics. I slept but not a great amount and when it came time to get up, I didn't feel invigorated to jump out of bed. Stupid me forgets to take all my medication that morning and went to the MSB/Connector/Optics to study for the Physics Exam. I felt like crap. My lower tummy was ( Read more... )

So... Sunday somebody decided to kidnap and eat one of the cookies my Mom baked for me when I was working at the Gym scoring b-ball. Bastards ( Read more... )