"Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, and the things you never want to lose."

I'm at war with the world
And they try to pull me into the dark
I struggle to find my faith
As I'm slipping from your arms

It's getting harder to stay awake
And my strength is fading fast
You breathe into me at last

I'm awake, I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life

(Here, right now)
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I am so in love with this guy. I'm absolutely consumed by thoughts of him. He invades my mind every minute of every day. God, I miss him. Being with him, I feel like a new person. But loving him has been so excruciatingly difficult. Especially since he doesn't love me back. But then again, just because there is love doesn't mean that things are ( Read more... )

As I sit here typing, I can't help but think of the many ways I have been taken advantage. I'm "working" now at the front desk, because you want to go out and have fun at a birthday party. I have no choice to be here because I'm on duty. Then You, though you were ever so kind about it, are out to celebrate your own birthday, making me work from 4: ( Read more... )

I'm not sure where to start here since my last entry was written in APRIL! My goodness ( Read more... )

It would be really nice if I could finally go on that date...two months later.

Rain-checks: they just don't always work in your favor sometimes.

It's April now. If it was track season again, we'd be sore right now from an ass-whooping interval workout and gearing up for tomorrow's long run. We'd do a warm-up that consists of us supposedly working out and running along Ecorse Rd, but occasionally also sitting under the shade of a nice big oak tree along the train tracks until we heard Coach' ( Read more... )

My philosophy professor and favorite professor to date.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SutThIFi24w

I can't believe it's already been over two months. I still feel guilty that I can't remember the last time I hung out with you, and it doesn't help that you probably wouldn't have remembered either. Still, I always looked up to you like a big brother and I still do today. You were proof that genius goes hand-and-hand with insanity, and I think that ( Read more... )

So I just want to start off by saying that my mom is home, safe and sound. That's always a good thing ( Read more... )