I had this weird dream ( Read more... )

I had a terrible panic attack today.

I'm in love and I can't sleep a restful night without him.

Started a diet. If I'm not working I can at least work out and not eat like the old days.

Talked to my doctor about a potential issue. Things are going to be fine.

Mum gets the hint. When college is done, I'm moving out.

I introduced Christopher to the world ( Read more... )

Went to Toronto for a week.

Staying with Christopher.

We said some pretty intense things to each other.

This could be...

Around for awhile.

I wrote a big long entry but then I deleted it.

Today I ate a half a yogurt.

It was the most deliciously painful thing...

I talked to Christopher. He made me toss my yogurt... I like him anyway.

Got my tonsils out today.

It. Hurts. I should have done this when I was a child. It wouldn't have been so crazy.

No heavy activity, shouting, or bending over for two weeks. My only concern is that I'm at a high risk for internal hemorrhaging because I'm so anemic. I was so fucked up on pain meds today that I thought my nurse was Christopher. She ( Read more... )

"Being with you is less like exploring a foreign country, and more like coming home ( Read more... )

Tonsils coming out. Birthday coming up ( Read more... )

So.

I need to apply for a job. And I have no idea where to work.

Mystic/Noank kids?

Give me some help here?

So in my last journal I had a lot of issues with being more involved in a not so defined relationship. Obviously, being a female and having a vagina makes me have super fun emotions. Most of which including the "OMG I LIKE I YOU BUT I DON'T WANT YOU TO THINK I'M A CLINGY GIRL WITH A SURPLUS OF EMOTIONS" kind. After a talk with the boy, I found ( Read more... )

I'm in a relationship with no future. We won't see each other at all really over the summer. He is going to London next semester whilst I'll be in the Netherlands. We are constantly trying to hide the fact that we're together from everyone. We don't admit when we go on dates. We sleep in the same bed every night. He treats me well. I treat him well ( Read more... )