Comments | lucha_libre: Writing in this thing cuz I have no one else to talk to

lucha_libre

Writing in this thing cuz I have no one else to talk to

Nov 17, 2009 22:24

DEEP DEPRESSION ROUND 2.

I fucking hate myself. I've run out of options and I've hit a brick wall. Lost contact with a lot of people, and now losing contact completely with the one person I really cared about or could feel happy with.

What to do, what to do.

Comments 9

unexpectedly_b November 18 2009, 07:48:23 UTC

you're the only one you got, fuck everyone else. meet new people, or explore other interests you never got around to. that tends to arise new options

lucha_libre November 20 2009, 03:28:52 UTC

This is what I wanna do, thanks for the advice.

ok_ok_ok November 18 2009, 08:06:59 UTC

don't depend on other people for happiness.
you should travel.
living in so. cal rots your brain.

lucha_libre November 20 2009, 03:29:44 UTC

check my rap sheet son, i do nothing but travel. ill probably be doing a lot more of it next year though. i can go as far as i want but in the end i will still always be me.

ok_ok_ok November 20 2009, 09:13:24 UTC

it's all how you look at things my friend. negative thought produces negative energy. and if you keep thinking that way eventually you just surround yourself with it. life is happening. things change, people change, grow up, come and go regaurdless of how long they were there or how they came into the picture. life moves on and it's better to move on with it then sit there and think about the way things were or should be. maybe you just need to change the trajectory of your life. what you eat and how you take care of yourself has a lot to do with the way you feel. eat healtier, fresher foods, more water less soda and booze, exercise, try meditation, stop smoking(if you do), watch less tv and movies.

hate_d November 18 2009, 08:40:43 UTC

Let's go on more weekday expeditions to watch shitty OC people fight amongst themselves again.

lucha_libre November 20 2009, 03:29:53 UTC

you already know i'm down!

systematicdeath November 19 2009, 03:35:25 UTC

yeah, once you accept that no one can make you happy except yourself life gets much easier. Forget everyone, it's always going to be only you in the end so make yourself better.

lucha_libre November 20 2009, 03:35:25 UTC

yeah true, but it's no consolation for me at the moment. i spent 8 years mostly alone thanks to the place i live. at points in time i went months without seeing anyone. on top of that it's hard for me to really connect to people. so since everyone i used to really kick it with started drifting away in the last 2 years it's been hard. i started spending almost too much time alone. i hardly even hang out with the people i thought were my truest friends which are my band mates. it just started getting to me i guess ( ... )