my life may suck but this beautiful sunshine sure does help... i might just not go to work and spend time outside. today wasnt so great. i was fine, i had talked myself into being ok this morning. and then in magics car "All my life" came on as we were flippin thru the radio and I lost it.. this happened about 7 out of 9 periods. thank god for ms ( Read more... )

so i'm single. thats right, you read it right- i'm single. bradley broke up with me sunday.. i did exactly what any other heart-broken girl would do after over 3 years. i cried my eyes out, until it burned to cry anymore. i couldnt sleep and had to take some medicine to put me to sleep. i still havent eaten, my poor stomach isnt settled yet. but ( Read more... )

happy fucking easter. i cant sleep worth shit. wanna know the advice someone just gave me? they said, stop expecting greatness from everyone, and you wont be let down. why shouldnt i expect greatness? fuck that. i may get let down easily, but its only because i do have high expectations for everyone- because people should want to be the best- so ( Read more... )

real nice. who found the kingpin place? hmm? yeah that was me, from sarah. who went there today? my friends... without me. all because they couldnt wait 15 minutes for me to drive to center to get money and the 4 people that owe me money never paid me back. yeah great. so im pissed. especially because they never had a desire to go until i started ( Read more... )

heres a lil quickie ( Read more... )

alright so i got a myspace recently and been neglecting my lj. i only post when i need to vent and/or complain.. or stuff like dat. so we (we= sarah, cara, mag, and i) made plans for tattoo/piercing day like a couple weeks ago. we were gonna go on st. patricks day. i admit, i picked the day because it has signifigance to me, and everyone said they ( Read more... )

how awesomely laid back was my friday? drove to school for one, which puts me in a good mood at 7am- and that isnt common! went to bradleys after school. we honestly did a whole bunch of nothing because neither of us are currently monetarily inclined, but maybe thats why i enjoyed it so much? we played with his dogs, and hines likes me more :-) ( Read more... )

intelligence is attractive. smoking is bad, or is it ( Read more... )

as an afterthought to my previous post, ive decided that when it comes to people, i can never win. im the kind of person that stresses over hurting someone, pissing off someone i care for, or just in general fucking things up somehow- but sometimes it doesnt matter how hard you try, someone gets hurt in the end- whether it be myself or someone else ( Read more... )

i am extremely happy that bradley is home. we may have our disagreements but when your away for someone for a little, its when you realize whats important in your life. its breathing room, as i was told today. and on a side note thats completely unrelated, when someone says to you "just be honest and ill understand" what they really mean is, be ( Read more... )