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happy fucking easter. i cant sleep worth shit. wanna know the advice someone just gave me? they said, stop expecting greatness from everyone, and you wont be let down. why shouldnt i expect greatness? fuck that. i may get let down easily, but its only because i do have high expectations for everyone- because people should want to be the best- so why are there always let downs? i dont fucking understand. i already tried to stop caring about everything- i cant. its not within my power. so hows it possible for people to not care at all? or at least play it off like they dont. i might be one of the most loving people you know, because if i care about someone, anyone, ill do anything for them. but god dammit, it only lasts so long. when people dont give a shit about anythin it really gets old when others strive to make them happy. and im not even writing this about anything or anyone inparticular im just stating that it fucking sucks. i saw too many good examples of this today. the world is fucked up. im angry at everyone thats careless enough to never take into consideration other peoples feelings. food for thought.